Done deal

Yesterday was tough. I found myself stealing moments to sneak off and cry, while still keeping a brave face for the kiddos. We went to cole and Blake’s school, we went to see friends, Austin went to his old middle school dance last night.

I spent a lot of time yesterday day-dreaming I could convince Andy to commute to work- go down for the week and come back to Ohio on weekends. The few times I brought it up he shut me down real fast.

I cried at the closing. But just briefly. I was surprised that the new owners do not have kids. I’m not sure if that is on their agenda. They do have dogs. But besides that it appears our house is going to experience a new type of living. And strangely that made me feel better.

And today- well I have been ok. No tears, just a nice calm that we are moving forward but not forgetting the past. No doubt we will come back here often- multiple times a year I’m sure. About to head out to a friends to hang out for the evening and honestly I can see us still hanging out for years- we will make it work.

I am excited about our new life in Chapel Hill- and today I have focused on that and how I get to share it with all of our old friends.

Life is good- its full of changes and growth and I am slowly learning how to ride the tide of it all.